i guezz dat no matta how hard yu try to change who yu..yu juz cant..i swear babe am not tryna hurt yu nd i noe dat wid every wrong word said or wrong thing dun..i push yu farther away from me..i want yu close to me..yu tought me every good thing i noe..i dun noe if i'd b able to live knowing that i dun got you in my life..but one thing i noe dat i can live wid is knowing that your happy..cuz ur happiness iz all dat matterz to me...i understand that it aint easy for you cuz of the many timez i hurt you..but i wanna thank yu babi for never giving up on me,for alwayz sticking by me even wen i waz wrong or wen i even hurt yu wid out relizing it....te amo..nd mayb it may b to late to get you baq but i juz want yu to noe dat i luv yu wid every beat of my heart...i may have felt diz for one gurl..nd ripped my heart into millions of pieces nd it took me sumtime to relize dat in me trying to get her baq i waz wasting a siht load of time..i dun wanna follow her footsteps..cuz i wanna b dere for yu till da endz of time..i luv yu JANET CRUZ!!wid all my heart